Meeting Ghulam

I had had it listening to my peers ramble. With an adult nearby, I felt a little safe. Safe from misjudgements, from emotional rants, hatred etc. Adults might still judge me, especially Prof Ghulam, about my bad English, but he didn't. He was warm and his room was cool. I immediately felt ok....

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Get over it

This is not the best moment in my life.No, it's not about things that I wish I own or goals that I have yet to achieved.This is about inexplicable strings of emotions that had been engulfed inside me for long.I don't know what went wrong or what is the real problem behind this.I just hope it will be over soon. Should I get myself organised and plan my future well so everything seem less clouded? Perhaps I should get de-clutter all the cloudy matters that are bugging my mind. Perhaps I should seek refuge to the Almighty more...

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Tell me what you wish :)

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Worth every moment

We’ve been together long enough to know each other well, the moments spent together were wonderful, only time could tell. You bring me to new places though only for a cup of tea, It is amusing how much a soul could mean to me. Then all of a sudden things changed and I don’t know why, we kept on fighting even when saying goodbye. Even after trying hard it still remains the same, the sparkle has disappeared and everything turned lame. Seeing that probably the best thing to do was to move on, I knew I had to say something today before dawn. The thought that we will be happier without each other really scares my mind, heart and...

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Hello!

belog ini bukan untuk kau tapi untuk aku belog ini untuk hati aku untuk aku bila tua nanti, aku nak baca semula *kalau umur panjang la* supaya nanti aku boleh gelakkan diri sendiri aku boleh cakap, "apalah yang aku pikir masa muda muda dulu, hampeh weyh hampeh" sebab bila dah tua,  aku dah nampak hampir keseluruh lukisan yang aku dah warnakan kat kanvas hidup ini masa sekarang, mungkin aku tak nampak lagi aku masih lagi bermain warna tapi masa tu,  aku dah masak dengan hidup aku dah tahu apa yang aku tak tahu...

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