There's something about having a father that makes you feel more secure.
It doesn't matter if his belly is bloated and he don't even know a thing about martial arts.
When he is there in your life, you know there's always one person that gets worry about you and will protect you with whatever shit you have to face.
It's different now.
Somehow now you feel more secluded from the world.
You want something, but you don't really care if you have it either.
You have vision, but it seem clouded and you aren't that eager now.
Everything seems pointless.
Detach. Yes, that's the word for it.
And one thing, you learn...
December 30, 2013
December 27, 2013
Note to self
"Your relationship with Allah is the
most important than anything in this world because
you know for sure that's the only
relationship that last foreve...
December 18, 2013
Kembali
Aku singgah semula ke sini, kerana dunia lain seakan mencengkam, dan membunuh jiwa aku. Bukan ini bukan persinggahan. Ini rumah aku di alam maya, tempat aku lari semula untuk terus kembali waras. p/s: Dan aku kembali mengisi kalian dengan dua puisi (?) yang aku simpan dalam kota draft aku buat sekian lama. Aku post keduanya sebab rasanya macam bertepatan dengan situasi aku sekarang. Heh, konon. Dah. Bai. *awkwar...
December 10, 2013
End
Musim musim ginilah paling aku anticipate sekali sebenarnya.
Lagi sebulan sahaja tinggal before I can finally say goodbye to this freaking hell of a semester. Exactly 4 weeks left, with one week of classes, 1 week of revision period, 2 weeks of finals. Yeay!
Kau tak boleh bayangkan betapa suckass-nya aku semester ni.
Kegagalan utama aku mestilah dengan LE 4000,
yg akhirnya aku decide untuk drop di saat2 akhir dan mengorbankan separuh dari rm 1k demi utk meng-withdraw subject nakharomm ni. Pape pon all is well, its an expensive lesson to pay but it's all worth it. Aku rasa satu beban berat dah hilang serta merta.
Still,...
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