October 10, 2012

Worth every moment

We’ve been together long enough to know each other well,
the moments spent together were wonderful, only time could tell.
You bring me to new places though only for a cup of tea,
It is amusing how much a soul could mean to me.
Then all of a sudden things changed and I don’t know why,
we kept on fighting even when saying goodbye.
Even after trying hard it still remains the same,
the sparkle has disappeared and everything turned lame.
Seeing that probably the best thing to do was to move on,
I knew I had to say something today before dawn.
The thought that we will be happier without each other
really scares my mind, heart and thoughts more than ever.
If only there was still a chance for us,
I would stop making such a big fuss.
You see, being with you was worth every moment,
It will take forever to find another replacement.

October 9, 2012

Hello!

belog ini bukan untuk kau
tapi untuk aku

belog ini untuk hati aku
untuk aku

bila tua nanti, aku nak baca semula
*kalau umur panjang la*
supaya nanti aku boleh gelakkan diri sendiri
aku boleh cakap,
"apalah yang aku pikir masa muda muda dulu, hampeh weyh hampeh"
sebab bila dah tua, 
aku dah nampak hampir keseluruh lukisan yang aku dah warnakan kat kanvas hidup ini
masa sekarang, mungkin aku tak nampak lagi
aku masih lagi bermain warna
tapi masa tu, 
aku dah masak dengan hidup
aku dah tahu apa yang aku tak tahu sekarang

bila aku tua,
dan aku baca semula apa aku tulis kat sini,
aku akan cakap
"hmm, ya ya, aku ingat lagi apa jadi masa aku tulis ni"
and all the memories flood in my mind


this is my memorabilia to-be
this place is not for you, not for anyone
but for me,
just me.