In internet world, there's only a few places where I can seek solitude.
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Others are just full of bollocks
& pretentious organism which I failed to understand.
June 24, 2015
June 9, 2015
Eat the bitter, spit out the sweet
Believe me, young man!
All you need to do
is to breathe in,
and all shall be well.
There were times
when the sky seemed so blue, you cried
and all the words that express love, changed
into the hardest ache in your heart.
When silence finally breaks in and roars
your head explodes into burdening
unsaid words
Of every thoughts of ifs and whys-
They linger around
poking each of the veins in your brains
seducing you to jump!
Jump and die!
Too many memories
Too many things
You’re blinded by the sweet promises
of suicide.
But I know you’re aware of the massacre.
It will eat you up and sing you a lullaby,
It will tell you a tale of a young man
with a good end.
Lies after lies to guarantee death,
Love is sweet ,
you once said to me,
yet you know now it’s not
as your hands burn and
your eyes shed blood
from holding too long,
hoping too much.
But why love a love that makes you
lost love to love?
Save the shame, my dear
and walk away with pride.
Put on your armour and sway your way
towards the garden without killing the white petals
for Love is a two-headed dragon
and you only need to tame one.
Believe me, young man!
All you need to do is to breathe in,
eat the bitter, spit out the sweet!
and I promise you that you shall live.
May 24, 2015
Insan kerdil
Aku marah,
tatkala dibawanya dia pergi jauh dari aku
Aku marah dan kecewa.
Aku persalahkan semuanya.
Aku mempersoal semuanya.
Mana mungkin dapat ditanggung berkali kali dijauhkan.
berkali kali dipisahkan.
Aku juga mahu gembira
Aku juga mahu tersenyum dan ketawa
Aku marah pada Dia
ternyata buta hati aku waktu itu
ternyata kabur sungguh penglihatan hati ini
ternyata aku sudah dibutakan mata hatinya
Mana mungkin aku sebegini dekat padaMu
Mana mungkin aku sedar harga cinta sebenar
Mana mungkin aku terbangun dari tipuan lena
Jika mataku hanya terpandang pada disini
Disana itu jauh lagi,
tak terbayang indahnya.
Maafkan aku kerana lupa pada Cinta Disana
kerana terlalu mencari cinta di sini.
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tatkala dibawanya dia pergi jauh dari aku
Aku marah dan kecewa.
Aku persalahkan semuanya.
Aku mempersoal semuanya.
Mana mungkin dapat ditanggung berkali kali dijauhkan.
berkali kali dipisahkan.
Aku juga mahu gembira
Aku juga mahu tersenyum dan ketawa
Aku marah pada Dia
ternyata buta hati aku waktu itu
ternyata kabur sungguh penglihatan hati ini
ternyata aku sudah dibutakan mata hatinya
Mana mungkin aku sebegini dekat padaMu
Mana mungkin aku sedar harga cinta sebenar
Mana mungkin aku terbangun dari tipuan lena
Jika mataku hanya terpandang pada disini
Disana itu jauh lagi,
tak terbayang indahnya.
Maafkan aku kerana lupa pada Cinta Disana
kerana terlalu mencari cinta di sini.
May 16, 2015
A Great Loss
I look around:
The earth – beautiful.
The nature - green and alive.
The air - refreshing.
Ah! Who’s the Creator behind all these?
Every corner in this world - not ours.
Every breath that we take – temporary.
One day,
It shall stop without asking us
Are we good enough to be
great Muslims?
Are we deserving of heaven
or not?
Many - ungrateful
They treat earth and its content so badly.
Yet, they forget that
He is watching and observing
days and nights
eternally.
Haven’t we realised even a bit of it?
Such a great great loss
What a great great loss.
April 14, 2015
Penat
hari ini, runtuh lagi jiwanya
ya,
wanita yang bersuara keras,
yang berlagak kasar
yang berpura kuat
itu
ternyata
sudah penat
dengan onar dan domba
dengan sayang yang dusta
ternyata
semuanya mengecewakan
hari ini, banjir lagi kalis matanya
hari ini, runtuh lagi jiwanya
ya,
kerana dia
yang berlari pergi
tapi
juga kerana Dia
yang sentiasa di sisi
April 12, 2015
Menulis
Hello!
Aku rasa aku patut buat blog baru kot. Nak lari sikit. Hihi.
Atau kita tak payah buat blog, kita menulis je dalam buku
lebih baik, lebih privasi, lebih menyendiri.
Tapi rasanya akan/mesti buat satu blog khas untuk brush up skills aku dalam penulisan. Mana tahu tengah syok tulis-tulis, tiba-tiba orang dari majalah LIBUR singgah baca. Untung-untung dapat jadi travel writer, ye dok?
Berangan saja. Tapi angan-angan boleh jadi kenyataan bukan?
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Aku rasa aku patut buat blog baru kot. Nak lari sikit. Hihi.
Atau kita tak payah buat blog, kita menulis je dalam buku
lebih baik, lebih privasi, lebih menyendiri.
Tapi rasanya akan/mesti buat satu blog khas untuk brush up skills aku dalam penulisan. Mana tahu tengah syok tulis-tulis, tiba-tiba orang dari majalah LIBUR singgah baca. Untung-untung dapat jadi travel writer, ye dok?
Berangan saja. Tapi angan-angan boleh jadi kenyataan bukan?
March 10, 2015
Parts of my mind
Recently, I got burned and it really taught me a lot. It really got me thinking and made me look deep. We live in such a photoshopped world! It has really started to hurt my heart. Its like we all have to be so perfectly manicured. Every hair perfectly placed. And God forbid if we have blemish or two or five! And don't even begin to talk things like scars or stretch marks!
Ive started to wonder- where are the people who still appreciate any humanness? Where are the ones still comfortable with the not-so-perfect, messy parts of life? The messy parts of each other? Just the real, flaws and all...
I have begun to fell more and more that it is a dying breed.
And that breaks my heart...
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Ive started to wonder- where are the people who still appreciate any humanness? Where are the ones still comfortable with the not-so-perfect, messy parts of life? The messy parts of each other? Just the real, flaws and all...
I have begun to fell more and more that it is a dying breed.
And that breaks my heart...
March 9, 2015
Girlfriend
Good friend are like stars, you don't always see them. But you know they're always there :)
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