Stop being so fragile because there's no one to mend it.
Stop expecting too much because none of it will happen as you wish it.
Stop depending on someone fr that happiness because it's you who know how to make yrself happy.
Please wake up because reality is nothing much from that dream of yours.
Please wake up because it's time fr you to start painting all those dreams into reality.
You yourself & with the help Allah alone.
None others can help you through, none.
So, just stop please.