Masa Kecik

Masa kecik, saya selalu pasang angan angan. Saya selalu buat catitan kat kertas kertas tulis apa yang kononnya saya harap untuk capai masa masuk sekolah menengah, masuk universiti mahupun bila dah kerja dan besar nanti. Setiap kali saya tulis, saya akan rasa bersemangat sangat and it made my day. In fact sampai sekarang pon saya still buat senarai tu rasanya. Cuma tak sekerap dulu & tak sesemangat dulu. 

Mungkin saya perlu kembali menulis angan angan dan impian saya semula. And this time, i'll go for it. Tak kesah la betapa kecilnya langkah yang saya buat untuk capai, at least i did something to make myself one step nearer to achieve those dreams of mine. And what's more, from now one, saya akan start doing things I always wanted to do, things that I love. Things that I just been dreaming of but never really have the guts to make it real. This time, I'll take charge of myself, do some action, and create the reality for all my dreams. 

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This poem by Lewis Carroll is loved all around the world by children and adults alike. It is also known as the best example of nonsense poems simply because almost all the words used are made up by the author or an application of portmanteau i.e. words that are a blend of two (or more) words/morphemes into one new word.

`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.
“Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!”
He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought –
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.
And, as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!
One, two! One, two! And through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.
“And, has thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!’
He chortled in his joy.
`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

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betrayed

i see human with eyes that cannot see
i hear about human with ears that cannot hear
i talk about human with tongues that cannot talk
i touch human with skin that cannot feel
i smell human with noses that cannot smell

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INTENSELY OBSESSED

I have grown fond to Sci-Fi, Superhero Action Pack movies or what I used to call "Boy Movies". I thought I'd never like Sci-Fi. My brother used to be so engaged with Star Wars and there I was, beside him, thinking, Meh, another fiction about politics. But now I know how it feels to like Sci-Fi. :DDDD

In the case of superhero movies, they have been instilled in me since I was little but never actually grow much  till, well, now. I'm imagining myself being Loki, stuck in my ugly childhood, wishing I could change the future and went off track and killed everybody instead. lol. Look at me, wishing I'm a villain Herp herp

And Benedict in Star Trek, OMG. He was all, my crew, my family, and I was all STAAAHHHPPP IM GONNA CRYYYY (talk about massive drama catharsis). Him shooting in Kronos was *omg, I iz droolin for hours*. Instantly, I want to learn to shoot like that too!! (ok. ok. I need to calm down.)
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*using the Force*

OK. Ironman 3 it is.

XD

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Lil heart

Dear heart, 

Stop being so fragile because there's no one to mend it.

Stop expecting too much because none of it will happen as you wish it.

Stop depending on someone fr that happiness because it's you who know how to make yrself happy.

Please wake up because reality is nothing much from that dream of yours.

Please wake up because it's time fr you to start painting all those dreams into reality.

You yourself & with the help Allah alone.

None others can help you through, none.

So, just stop please.

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Sociology?

"Kau patut amek minor Sociology, kau terlalu cintakan manusia"

Well, yalah, betul kata kau. As much as I hate to admit it, there are still small things in human that I love so much. Orang orang biasa yang jalan tepi tepi jalan tu pon mampu beri perubahan dengan memberi sedikit inspirasi, beri sedikit nafas baru terhadap kehidupan pada diri aku.

Dan dengan itu, aku decide *ini nekad oke takda berpaling dah lepas ni*, aku akan pursue untuk ambil minor Sociology. Bukan sebab peluang pekerjaan, tapi sebab aku tahu aku akan suka apa aku belajar nanti. 

sekian. ;) 

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Ask

Ask the world to feed you love

and the sun will enfold you

its warmth will remind you

of blankets of the seas

the low tide waves

soft caressing your skin

comfort will it bring

Ask the world to feed you love

and the moon will smile at you

its light will guide your lips

from one tip to the other tip

ear to ear

soon you'll hear

crickets sing

peace will it bring

Ask the world to feed you love

and trees will embrace you

their twigs will scratch the threads of your clothes

thrust into your skin; from head to toe

blood shall flow

still, the leaves

will shelter you forever

while you stand beneath them alone

they'll be the roof of your home

safety will it bring

Ask the world to feed you love

and mountains will call out to you

their icy tip breeze will eerily

echo a powerful melody

of coldness and agony

but dress your mind with the garments of a king

and continue climbing with arms reaching

one step onto the other

your feet will know no shiver

your teeth will know no quiver

and when you are up there

ask your eyes to conquer

the every delights of the earth

success will it bring

Ask the world to feed you love

and you will find a coffee shop

its sensuous design may tingle your heart

its fragrance's divine; may toy with you mind

intoxicate you to welcome yourself in

as lightness dances all over your skin

and you will float about

till you drop on the floor

and you see there before

your eyes

your ears

your nose

your tongue

a face

of a familiar stranger

who rhymes with your future

and when both gazes meet

war will it bring

sickness will it bring

madness will it bring

but so does comfort

but so does peace

but so does safety

but so does success

love,

will it bring.

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Clueless

I couldn’t figure out where you are

But I know who you are 

Deep inside, I’ve had enough of

Thinking crazily

Waiting like an imbecile

Throbbing heart with pain

Days and night

Missing you 

Lucky you have

the special place,

In my small heart

and mind 

Do I love you?

Why should I? 

I am mad with myself

‘cause I could not get it over

when it comes to you 

For you,

Thank you for the trouble.

Praying silently, so that we’ll meet in the future

And you could even be

one of my best people.

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